6 years ago...

 Another spring has come.... I'd say not everything is the same just like it was back then. A newcomer college student full of pride, confidence; that's what I was. I had many things back then, but couldn't take full use out of it. 6 years ago,

I had friends which I merely have now.

I had several opportunities and chances which I never took instead my life chose when the time came.

I had love and time but it is unfortunate that I have none at the moment.

And, I had freedom which is gone now and adulthood with full grown responsibilities came in between.

I know most of the people talk about highly about living each and everyday and utilize it and be happy, but as even in a sack of perfect grains there lies some grains which has defects. 

In my 23 years life I lived for 2 years and 3 months. I will "tell you a tale like which you have never heard" (taken from POP lol). Yeah, many things happened in that time and also after that which ceased my liveliness to 2 years 3 months. 

I am going to write my heart out of the time when I thought I was alive a bit more, I thought I was happy a bit more and I thought I could literally do anything. It might be so that, sometimes it is boring or it is too much of an obvious fact but also no one talks about the problems they had until and unless they trust someone. Consider my writing as a guidebook of how not to commit such acts and which is the more preferable way than others. Stay updated....